If you are in the process of taking any kind of risk with your life, you know there is a constant battle between trust and fear. I am in that place right now. Today feels like fear is getting the best of me, I feel weak and like a failure for having these doubts. A voice in my head whispers, "You can't be afraid; you are the guy who constantly challenges others to chase dreams and live by faith. You must be a fraud!"

Today I am a son who desperately needs his Father. I need to know that if everything I'm building falls apart He will still love me. If you feel like you are the only one who gets scared, you are not alone. The people you consider most courageous are often also the ones who struggle more then you could imagine. We usually don't blog about these days; we usually talk about the great moments of success or clarity. I just thought you deserved to know the rest of the story.